As scary or maybe even icky as this might sound, ask to share his porn with him. Watch him. Watch what he does. As he becomes aroused, if you start to feel strange, fearful, anything that feels uncomfortable, do whatever you can to calm yourself.
Breathe. Do a quick meditation. Whatever it takes to keep you in the moment. You might be surprised at how aroused you may become. You may find it fun.
Now try this. While you are watching him look at whatever it is he looks at, start to masturbate with him. Occasionally reach over and wipe up some of the clear fluid that comes out of his penis to use as your own lubricant.
He will be very turned on by all of this. Come for him. Climb on top of him. The porn will be forgotten by this time.
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